Graduation and Gratitude!

After years of afk-ing from this blog.........

I FINALLY GRADUATEDDDD FOLKSSSSSS!!!!!

Thought I'd like to write some cool speech here :D

Dear god,

I would like to thank you very very very ultra much for giving me the opportunity and the awesomeness in life. I really really really do appreciate everything and all the fantabulous times I have had. They might not seems significant; but today, looking at the pictures, I was so proud of myself. I was really proud of myself and I am really thankful to everyone around me and everything that they have given and accepted from me. Without them, I don't think I'd ever make it this far! Please always look after all of us. To health, wealth and happiness!

I'd like to thank my family... mum, dad and sister and brother.. They're the best people you can ever find in this earth! At least for me. They are very patience, loving and caring. And I really do mean it. I can feel them very well today! I really want to thank them for giving me everything in life. They'd give the best of everything for their children. Without them, I would not be in this world... And without them, I don't know... All the rantings, complaining, and what not... I can't even imagine how life would be. I would not be standing here today on the stage, receiving my awards, sitting here... writing my gratitude... So thank you for all the love that was given! I really love you all very much! I am also really really grateful to have a great aunt and uncle, alongside with a cousin who have supported me these 3 years... Without you guys, I really would have packed my bags and flew back right away... :D So thank you very very much for everything that has been done all these years! I really appreciate them!

I'd like to thank my friends too... Sometimes in life, we do not realise how important they are until we come to the separation route. I received many hugs today, I took many pictures today and they are all great! Thank you all coursemates! It's been really fun graduating together! For those who will be graduating soon, I wish you all the best! And for life-long friends that always listen to my rants, my stories and what not, (I know it's ironic to write, 'You guys know who you are..', but I'm going to write it anywayyyy!) You guys know who you are... I really really really appreciate you guys very much too! Without you guys, I really would not have make it either. I hope that we could all stay awesome and keep in touch! No matter where we are and with who we are and what we do and la la la la laaa...

Not to leave out, I'd like to thank my lecturers that had given their best and thank you for being really organised and patience. Without you lecturers, there will be no education. And without education, I would not be who I am today. It might not seems great but I have to believe that in the future, they will be :) Oh right, and without you, Lee, there would be no Super Fun Happy Whale! So one day, when I make it there, I will send you a complimentary set :D

My head can't think anymore.....

Needa sleep for more awesomeness tomorrow!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARRR EVERYONEEEE!!!!!

HUATTT AHHHHH!!!!!

Since i'm in here///

And since i feel so fucked up right now, i might as well shoot some stuff on the wall and make holes. Empty the bullets and holds no grudge. 1 word. STRESSED. JEEZZZ why on earth am i feeling this freakingggggg huge impact of stressss! I guess i am not the only freaking person in the world that is feeling this stressful but stress lar. shit. stressed == omg why so stressed. dammit!

I need to get it away. These stress. get a good sleep. but felt so hype. irony and more irony and more irony in life. Well, once my friend told me, which day of your life you are not fucked up?

Ahhh well again, it's just human. To want to achieve the best, to yearn for satisfaction and to drown in the world of stress. This is the first time in my life feeling so stressful. What happen to the happy go lucky me. The awesome me. The happy me. Me. M. E EMMMMM EEEEeeeeeeeee. M E. ME! i need to get a hold of myself.

being in this irony of lies doesn't help. infact it gets worse each day. I need to wake up. wake up. WAKE UP. and open my eyes to a whole new world. But before that could happen i need to leave the world behind. But if i leave the world behind to the new world, wouldn't the old world be lonely and sad ? But again, life moves on. Life. Goes. On.

One day, somebody will put a full stop; reaches their hands out; with arms wide open; and welcome me to the new world. Loves, mum, dad, bro and sis. And him.

Which him? That's for you to guess and for me to find out.

I think i am crazy. I am out of my mind.

BUT.

after crazy u will be back to ur sane; -sf-

I know I havn't been updating anything since then, truly I have no intention of continuing this blog. But I guess it's always good to have somewhere where you can pour your feelings and stress out. You know, I just wanna say happy birthday. Happy birthday imba. I missed you. So much. Just take care there alright ? Loves, xoxo.

Crawling.

The noisiest song. But I feel relaxed. Why?

Eh no more =(

No more... so sad ???

Wow.... So fun.... =D

Three names you go by :

1. Celine
2.Whatever u call me

3. entah lah...

Three screen names you have had :

1.sibeh banyak

2.which game?

3.which site?

Three physical things you like about yourself :

1.SMILE

2.HEART

3.money == if only it were mine...

Three physical things you DONT like about yourself :

1.brain

2.brain

3.and more brain... they think too much =(

Three parts of your heritage :

1.Hokkien

2.Cantonese

3.Mandrin

Three things that scare you :

1.Digging

2.lossing the one i loved

3.death

Three of your everyday essentials :

1.Underwear?

2.Food n drinks of coz

3.Money

Three things you are wearing now :

1.Pajamas

2.Clothes

3.earphone ! =D BOOM sama diaaaaa

Three of your favourite bands or musical arts :
1.Er...

2.No idea...

3.Can't pick...

Three of your favourite songs (right now) :

1.boring question

2.entah entahhhh

3.ei y so many ?

Three things you want in a relationship :

1.Truth

2.Honesty

3.Trust

(im sure everyone wants this other den love)

Three physical things about the preffered sex that appeals to you :

1.Attitude/Personality

2.Beauty

3. I dunno la...

Three of your hobbies :

1.Eat

2.Sleep

3.Play

Three things you wanna do really badly right now :

1.Sleep

2.just be lazy

3. and relax...

Three carreers you're considering / considered before :
1. all sorts wei

2.Trust me

3.almost everything lol

Three places you want to go on vacation :

1.japan

2.Venice

3.london

Three things you want to do before you die :

1. just enjoy life

2. and more enjoyment

3. and continue enjoying =D

Three ways that you are Stereotypical a girl/guy :

1.dunno laaa

2. can leave blank a ?

3.hmmm.....

Five people that you would like to see take this quiz now :
OH FINISH! Yipeee =D

I read it LOL.

1. Do you eat a lot of fast food?

Once in the yellow moon xD

2. Besides your mouth, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?

Hmmm....

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?

"YES VERY HAPPY" indeed =.=

4. Have you ever streaked?

Maybe?Who knws? XD

5. Are you an understanding person?

Yes of coz xD DEPENDS on the situation

6. What was the last movie you saw in theaters?

I can't remember O.O

7. Did you pray before you went to bed last night?

yes =]

8. What did you last get upset about?
Sigh... Don't remind me....

9. Do you eat candy on a daily basis?

YES!!!CANDY IS A MUST!!

10. Does it make you happy to get letters in the mail?

YES gua.... reaching 20k =D

11. What are you looking forward to this summer?

I dunno... summer.. probably =D home! =D

12. Who was the last person you ate with?

Cousin

13. Do raisins belong in cookies?

NO!!! CHOCOLATE MUST BE IN!

14. What's your screen name?

banyak o...

15. Walking into a party, what's the first thing you notice?

The leng zai and hmm... What's up =D

16. Are you currently taking a science class in school?

oh nooooooo i gave everything back to my teacher =D

17. You've just won a free vacation to either South America or North Korea?

Er... North =D if I could come ba

18. Kiss on the first date?

er i dunno a.. shit happens ?

19. Would you rather have chicken or steak?

CHICKEN!!!!xD

20. What's one thing you've learned?

Sigh feels so good =]

21. Who was the last person you took a picture of?

Forgot... wan xin

22. Would you ever donate blood?

hmmm~maybe if NO NEEDLE!

23. How many snack machines are in your school?

Many ==

24. Have you ever felt replaced?

yeah..was the biggest mistake n most regretfull thing

25. Are there deerheads covering any walls in your house?

apa tu?!

26. Do you believe in karma?

Yerp.

26. Have you ever been asked out?

Yeah?? is this a question?

27. Are you good at telling jokes?

HAhAHAHAHAHA .Does this answer the question?

28. Do you wish you had smaller feet?

Its cool i like it xD

29. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

En =]

30. When ordering sushi, what do you get?

TERIYAKI! =D

31. How many of your friends have seen you naked?

Er... define your level of naked-ness...

32. Do you write in cursive or in print?

Er.. doctor.

33. What were you doing at 10 am?

Off the fucking alarm.

34. Are you different now than you were six months ago?

ABODEN KL TO PERTH holy...

35. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?

Can't remember

36. Who's tagged?
I have no idea..... whoever's bored ?